Change new blogsong (: nice and meaningful song
Long time never blog le and I gt a lot of things to say but dont know how to phrase it.
Mixed and confused feeling ..
Sometime I really hope that I am a person who dun care about anything if not i will really 活得很辛苦 but I really cannot . Whenever I do that I will feel very 内疚 and I will not feel happy either . I like to think about a lot of things which make mi feel sad . I really dun know why and this is mi . But sometime I really think that I have change a lot, becoming more fierce, cruel and saying words which I myself dun like to hear too. What should I do ?
我真的很想做一个无忧无了lui de ren . can I ??

Have a feeling of sadness recently .
Thinking of a lot of things hai =(
Miss the past and the happy mi at that time ......
珍惜.....and I really like this two meaningful words
It means a lot to me ~~

Sometime I really feel that I am very stupid . Cannot even do a single thing well , not sure what I am good at =( A sad feeling cross my mind . Why ?? 我好没有用!!

School reopen for one week le . Still Getting use to school life
But sometime I really think 做人很辛苦 cause we need to care about a lot of things =(
Miss a lot of people and I love chatting with darlings, meeting up with them.
Feel very nei jiu today .
sorry ah joanna !!
I will forvever remember subway not halal de

I have a lot of things to say .. dun know how to describe my feeling but really feel very moody=(( I hope that everyday will be a better day but in reality it is not . Really dun know what to do

Have been working in OG Orchard Point for around 1 weeks le.
I am still trying to get use to it and there de OG really no people de=(
Time really pass very slow there but I will Jia you de lols
Jia you for me also k zzz
AND I really miss Isetan =)
I really hope I can go back there again even if only one day=)


And I dont why whenever I am alone I will always think about a lot of things
Moody =( Hai this is me.

Will be going to OG to work tml
This is the first time I am going therefore I am a bit scared
I scared i walk the wrong entrance, forget to punch card and forget or do all the silly thing
But this is me always forgetting things, I wish I could rememebr all those imporatant things. Hai=(
Hope tomorrow everything will be fine. Please!!

.Qian Ying.
SweEt 18
02/06/90
TP,BSG